Finally... i coming back again, as i have thousand of things want said to someone but can't find anyone also. i don't know how is you guys fell while your lover or the one sleep beside you admire some others boys and you just figure out that you are the 3rd party in their complicated relation.
Just imagine our relation is perfect and we have done many things that others couple in same age didn't done before. It was just i thought, facebook relation states change without my knowledge, sms in hand phone found the other boy's love message and all this things just happened around 2 days during her hometown trip, just wonder why we so easy to be destroy. I blank, doing research, and finally found i am the 3rd party. Don't know whether i should told the boy shouldn't kacau anymore... Just felt i am so
