Day before back to KL

Today is just last day that sharing time with my family. Felt quite happy^^ as buy all things mom and dad paid all the bills (don’t said I am bad, I am sure most of you guys study in college think that way also^^). Mom and dad didn't know that i was working for my girlfriend's camera budget. I just story them i am go for industry training. Yup, i am sure that my dear girl friend always told me either in implied or in express way that she was poor and need a powerful DSLR camera for her homework. But one things i was wonder... did she so poor enough as she described to me? Never mind, i got 100% confident to get those information if i wish. Most important is get the money 1st. But, the true is i cut off my time with family for money, for her. I didn't even knew she understand what i do for her is the limit i can push up at this time. I am still a 19 college student. I would also wish to spend my time with family for reasonable period. At least one semester one week is enough.

I just got a bit regret that I interview this job. I mean until just now. I almost forgot how I knew this friend – Miew miew … maybe because of consider as Joe’s “ex-girlfriend”? She remind me that the decision that I made was none of other’s business. I can reject my girlfriend’s demand anytime just a call. What I decide at the time is I want do something to help her. I read lots of books about the right way to control our emotion or may EQ? to survive in this world. I thought I know lots of things. Miao’s blog just remind me that I am just a college student, not even step in my building industry. Sure I learn a lot but if didn’t apply in my jobs and life is just a waste! APPLY is just equal important as LEARNING, I heard those word almost one year ago told by Joe. What I learn this time was:

Stop plan analyzing, but start to solve it!!!

Always planning = Do Nothing!!!

If fail, then find a new way lar!!!

Won’t die what?

Talk about Miao-miao she also always think so much to develop her life, just like me. One of the reason I admire this kind of person is she proof that she is weak and powerless now, but never give up. Not only to prove to others but I consider in her heart got another one person she had to do something for the person. That person? I didn’t mean family or boyfriend this kind of staff but self principle. For me, I always think proud of myself and I must proof to myself that I can made it better, even what kind situation, if others can done it, why I can’t? So maybe we can consider same type of people – People who start build up their own character. I found that some of my friends had start to build he or her personality character. A sign of start to build up character have a own direction that may not change but only adjustable, start to have some demand of their life and many other… If want further understand book a time I explain for you. [Change per hour Xp]. Some of my friend had start to build up their character for example: Eva, Miew Yan Joe, Siang Yong, Silver, Andy, Dennis Bok, Kenji How, and even my roommate. So glad that my surrounding people start to form and fix their character so that just more easy to deal with them. Such as, tomorrow he book my time to have a trip to KLCC, than he should not let me airplane, as we more develop, we had more things to do. If you have a date with other than make sure you will present in time, as others may put down something to admit you. Hope all my friend won’t simply name the word “到时才看”anymore. This is so unrescept to other’s honor. Maybe my word is sharp here but tries to memories my word while you late for your interview in your company. I am sure your boss will have a “NICE” meeting with you for the reason you late.